i hate playing insomniac molius. i have no fucking clue what it is that is keeping me up right now, but whatever it is, it isn't making me tired.

i'm sposed to be heading to work in a few hours. and i was sposed to be asleep a few hours ago too. that's the whole concept of a "Good Nights Sleep". i even went to bed early which may have been my fault. i stayed up to watch the end of the Pats game (they lost to the Colts, a team i feel if they are going to lose to, is a good team to lose to. Colts = quality team.)

but when i tried to goto bed afterwards (i didn't watch the very end), just laying in bed with the light turned off didn't do anything. and that was around 1130. some near 3 hours ago. usually, even on bad nights, i'd manage to fall asleep by now, but right now i'm pretty much baffled. i can't think of anything that should be keeping me up. work is busy, but nothing overly stressful. i had friday off so it's not like that stress should have carried over. relationships are pretty much on an even keel. don't have any bills to pay. some car repairs to do, but nothing that hasn't already waited a few months. and it's even a short work week for me.

so, here i am sitting and typing trying to see if this will tire me out or not, but i somehow doubt it. and it's not like i spent a stressful day today either. if anything, i spent several hours trying to see if i could get something to work. it didn't, but it isn't anything that would cause undo stress. and this is the first time i've thought about it since 9pm or so when i stopped working on it.

i don't need to remember to bring lunch to work, i have one. the coffee stuff i need is in the car already. i'm out of soda, but i have juice to go with lunch. i just don't get it.

oh, there was one thing that i can think of that might have contributed. for some reason, even tho i was warm under my covers, my feet were really cold, which always makes it hard for me to fall asleep, but they warmed up after a little while. i don't know. maybe the 2 yawns i've just (make that 3 now) mean i can goto bed.

i should adjust my alarm a little.